it wud hurt to live without u

it wud kill me from inside to think of u wid sumone else

but i feel a thousand stabs when i have u beside me n yet ur not being mine

wud i choose to bid u gudbye now....or shud i wait to let fate part us

its destiny that i cant be wid u....

but wud it hurt more now or later??????

its raw hate that i feel when u dun care for me

i hate the way when all this doesnt matter to u

ur so fuckin damned cold

i cant read ur eyes

nor see behind ur masks

i hate to see u so strong

i hate to cry in front of u

its hurts to know u wud be gone

n it hurts more to know u wudnt mind going away

i wud be strong

for i wudnt let u win

b4 u cud walk outta ma door

b4 u cud stomp ma heart

b4 u cud see ma tears

i wud go

i wud bid u adieu

when i go

i dun know

wat i wud do?????????????????/

yet i go..............

for atleast i win

the battle within................

ps...i cant write i cant think i m fuckin turnin mad i hate maself i hate hin i hate noone i want to live i want to die i want it all i want nuthing.......fuck him fuck em alll............fuck offf