i see u walkin away

reachin the end of the lane

u dun look bak

yet u know i am looking

i have no tears

ma eyes are dry

i dun feel the lump in ma throat

my heart doesnt ache

i stand still for a long long time

i dun think of the past or the future

i think of nuthin at all.

i wudnt go away,

not cos i cant

but i wont

i dun want the past

i dun hope for a future

its now that matters....

the now ...

the now that i choose...

to end it all.....

the pain n the joy

the hurt n the happiness

the agony n the ecstasy

for i had u...n i will have u

but now i dun........

n its now i choose...to live for now n never again...........